MOTHERFUCKERS. I GOT TO VIDEO CHAT WITH MY BRIAN.

I’m so fucking HAPPY.

First time I’ve seen his face in over three months.

That man is fucking gorgeous.

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I have told myself you are not allowed to hurt me anymore. That’s what hurts the most.

I Wrote This For You: The Pain Unfelt (via anditslove)

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I miss how he became the only guy I’d ever allowed to buy me a drink.

The second portion of Brian’s birthday present has shipped.

:D

And I have a whole fucking box of red wine.  That’s right, a box.

:D

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Yep, I love him.

Ahhh!!

Brian’s downloading Skype on his iPod AS I WRITE.

I can’t believe we didn’t think of this earlier!!!

:D:D:D:D

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Their hands meet, and light spills in a flood like a hundred golden urns pouring out of the sun.

Madeline Miller, from The Song of Achilles (thanks, stevedrive)

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I miss him telling me I had “sexy brown eyes.”

This seems really sad, but sometimes I even miss our fights.

I miss the red-brown-blonde beard he acquired when he got too lazy to shave.

I miss nuzzling it.

And I miss when he finally did shave and suddenly he looked like a turtle.

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I just miss creating memories together.